Jayess Music - 1800

What the hell is wrong with me, why do I always seem to be
Trapped inside a room with no key, with nothing but this pool stick and this drink
What the hell is wrong with me, why do these demons seem to be
Taking over mentally, I wish that I could just put down this drink
I'm contemplating can't explain all of the pain I feel
What's going on inside my head is any of this real?
I'm overthinking, overdrinking, over everything
I'm hoping that this 1800 takes my pain away
Cause' when I'm drinking there's no thinking I'm just doing me
There's no fighting, no more hiding, no more suffering
My mind is spinning, ears are ringing, losing all control
But I won't stop keeping taking shots until I hit the floor
What the hell is wrong with me, why do I always seem to be
Trapped inside a room with no key, with nothing but this pool stick and this drink
What the hell is wrong with me, why do these demons seem to be
Taking over mentally, I wish that I could just put down this drink
I've been this way for way too long that I can't even breathe
And drinking seems to be the only thing that sets me free
It's unimaginable, irrational, trust me I know
But until things get better it's back to the bar I go
I wake each morning, still be yawning, can't get out of bed
Cause through the night these crazy thoughts were racing through my head
Thinking maybe I'd be better off if I were dead
But that's the liquor speaking so I'm seeking help instead
What the hell is wrong with me, why do I always seem to be
Trapped inside a room with no key, with nothing but this pool stick and this drink
What the hell is wrong with me, who do these demons seem to be
Taking over mentally, I wish that I could just put down this drink
And I don't wanna lose my mind, don't wanna forget how far I've come
There's so much more I feel inside, and so many things I can't run from
This path won't be easy, but I know I have to try
This liquor has a hold on me, but today that spirit has to die
What the hell is wrong with me, why do I always seem to be
Trapped inside a room with no key, with nothing but this pool stick and this drink
What the hell is wrong with me, why do these demons seem to be
Taking over mentally, I wish that I could just put down this drink
What the hell is wrong with me, why do I always seem to be
Trapped inside a room with no key, with nothing but this pool stick and this drink
What the hell is wrong with me, why do these demons seem to be
Taking over mentally, I wish that I could just put down this drink

Written by:
Joshua Snyder

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