NathaN jX - Truth

I'm writing this song
Using the sound of the metronome
Let me tell you something
It's not an honor
To be tired and exhausted
Waging wars inside my head
Don't think it to much
Don't overthink
Boom boom
Everywhere

I've committed countless crimes
In record times
The sound of silence is screaming
Too loud
It's a hallucination of a ghost flying by
Reminding me of the past
The future is a blur
Am I going to survive?

Many questions come to mind
Am I really proud?
Am I envious, jealous
Of those who are more privileged than I am
Am I a wolf in a sheep's clothing?
Or am I just a little silly boy filled with loathing?

The reality of my life is as simple as
I don't get why I am different
Or don't stand out from the crowd
I am a crow with a crown
Eating garbage, feeling proud
Lacking bonds, spitting words
Exaggerating my downs
Time out

Don't cry boy
It's just a minor setback
You are not alone
Stand up
And fight against your mind
You are strong
You are strong
You are strong

Is that right? am I right?
I'm no king, no tsar
I'm already overthinking
That's not right, no, sir
Tick tack tick tack
Time's up
Should I finally jump
Or take a step back and be better

Now comes the time
When I have to open my heart
I have to change the language
Because this is not my mother tongue
I really wish it was
I would be more proud
I'm already proud
Why do I lie to myself
And all the people around me?
That's enough

Estoy cansado
Muy exhausto de ser yo
A veces pienso soy privilegiado
Otras veces no
Hipócrita es lo que soy
Conformista por pasión
Me quejo por donde estoy
Y soy ciego a otra situación

Ni blanco ni negro
Yo soy gris
Esa es mi matiz
Tengo una condición
Sin la cual yo no puedo existir
Me estoy desahogando,
Quitando el daño
Que la soledad me ha hecho a mi
Prende le fuego a tu mente
Domina el ente
Y llega hasta el fin

That's all I wanted say
It's really not okay, man
See you later then
Take care

Written by:
Jonathan Dix Polo

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