AnB Sol - Alright

I feel at the most isolated
I don't think i'll ever get out of this inflation
Every single time i do something to really make it
There always has to be something in the way, so i gotta fake it
Sometimes, i promise it's really not as crazy in my mind
If i ever were to talk, i'd probably end up being outta line
And i'm fine, i don't really wanna talk about it
Ask me what's my problem and my mind goes blank about it
It's a solution i'll go with and it'll never be solved
Look further into my life and i won't blame you if you don't wanna get involved
But look at where we are, if you leave me now i'm doing nothing but blaming myself for all the faults
You might've felt something different in me but everyone does anyways
I don't know what to even do about my life
Kinda wanna end it with a knife but then after i feel alright
Do i create trouble for the people around me
Do i need guidance for the people that believe in me
But see me a whole different way, they know i'm not ok
But they'll never tell me because i'll just say that i'm ok
I told you that i feel like nobody cares for me in the end
And i won't have anyone that would ever be my friend
And all they do is just like to pretend
Because that's what i'm like
First impressions about me is what they like
But then i see, it's not as a big deal as it seems
There's still people that care for me but its not really the feelings that i need
I just wanna be free, but there's the side of people around me that really makes it hard
Leaving me physically, mentally, and emotionally scarred, at the end of it all
If i could ever take it back i promise i coulda avoided this downfall
But I really want it all
The peace, love, fame, all this gain that i could make
I don't know what to even do about my life
Kinda wanna end it with a knife but then after i feel alright
And you don't know what its like to live this way
It's killing me inside but i promise i'll live to see the day
Where i can see the sun and shine, i really hope to pray
That i'll just be ok
But i just gotta work on me first
Please try to not ruin the process that already hurts
I'm trying to just make it out alive and be happy with my pride
But this shattering peace ain't really nice and kind

Written by:
Amir B

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