Chris Vala - Behind Another Try

I keep hearing a voice inside my head
That's just telling me to look ahead
But my eyes seem to glisten
I keep talking, rambling in my sleep
In a dream or am I just too deep in my imagination?
Conversation - here's a little starter
Deprivation hits me as I stutter
In a neuron creation
Fantasies of real scenes hit me hardest
When I'm feeling my life ain't so modest
And I just wanna listen to
And I ever try to hear me
A broken tree that climbs high
In a failed try to reach me
You'll never find
Hide behind another try
Heart is beating, pulsing through my vein
If I feel it then it's not the same
As I remember vaguely
Train of thoughts heading in the right way
Change of tune's playing in the day
That night-time will remember
Tell me now, is my life too sweet?
Or is my poor heart giving a beat more than my harsh bystander?
Or am I just losing all the will
To harden my soft skin in the chill?
I'm losing myself lately in you
And I ever try to hear me
A broken tree that climbs high
In a failed try to reach me
You'll never find
Hide behind another try
You are never here when I fear
I won't ever disappear in me
If I'm in this atmosphere way too clear
And clouded mind seems to appear way too dear
I am never gonna be here
If I fight to interfere
And if I aim to disillusion
I am never gonna climb high
If I sit here, drag and then sigh
If my mind runs on confusion
If I wanna hit that bullseye
My cheeks cannot long to dry
And I cannot just keep on using
Using myself in confusion
Living in this pink illusion
In a home that I'm abusing
And I ever try to hear me
A broken tree that climbs high
In a failed try to reach me
You'll never find
Hide behind another try

Written by:
Christoffer Vala

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