Chandler Cooper - so long

I've been tryna find myself for so long
I've been tryna find my way around the sun

That might be sublime
But it's one am
If it's up to him
You'd be at his crib
But you're here with me
My patience running thin

I've been tryna find my way through the dark
I just need you here
When does the madness stop

I'll never close my eyes
If I do I die
And it's do or die

Can you spend the night
My demons mend and fight
Yeah
I don't like that

I've been tryna find myself in the maze
I don't wanna be the man that my friends praise
Don't wanna let them down
I know that soon I'll drown
Sipping Coke and crown
Looked at as a clown
Empty bank account
Much to think about
Living in the past
Can't live in the now

I might make an ass
Ass out myself
I saw myself
He was needing help
I just couldn't help
He has to help himself
All my mind does
Is just taunt itself

I've been tryna find myself for so long
I don't wanna be forgotten when I'm gone

If I close my eyes
And you're not by my side
And tonight I die
Would you catch a flight
Or would you even cry
Because lately it seems like
You can't find the time
And I just let you fly

I've been tryna find myself
But I cannot find myself
I've been tryna find some love
The love you never gave yourself

I thought our worlds complimented one another
But instead you wanted to burn mine down
Now I'm on my knees
Worshipping the thought of the broken pieces from the piece of me that you shattered
And I truly understand self love
You were a blessing because you were the hardest pill to swallow
The hardest truth to bear is in you
The lesson
You were my teacher in love
And I hate you for it
But I love you more than the most tender love I've ever felt in others
You taught me LOVE can make me HATE myself
And that's the HORROR in ROMANCE

Written by:
Chandler Cooper

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