The Califloridian - NEW NAMES
In 09 I was on 5Living alive
'til I saw death
Took a vacay
From the diké
Couldn't convey
Now there's none left
Moved across the land
Found a fam again
Now the fam condemns
Alone in the semmes
I changed out my lens
I said bye to friends
I felt in the end
I tried to defend
Recap, we back, we ready
All the things I've heard from appraisal to the threats to my family
But I feel entitled to a minute of some transparency
Speaking of my past
323 was so shortly-last
And now I begin to believe 904 wasn't last
It all passed way too fast
But I made a lot of errors and I put my name in relapse
We're singing 'til the end of time
I don't care if it's all a lie
At least I'm living in a life that's mine
Take another try and you'll feel the climb
I guess I'm falling down the rings of shame
I was raised in a way I can't blame
I think I'm losing sense of self
Better find the shelf
For this list of new names
Call me Mr. Nobody
Cause I've been out my own body
Took a couple inside the lobby
Hotel service paparazzi
Feeling dull not feeling glossy
Medicine is hitting strongly
Decisions are moving wrongly
Off the grid not off the molly
Off the lid not off the percs
Unscathed but it really hurts
Negative in all my words
Yes more deaths every day than births
Hating ratings down the line
Feeling beatings through the shine
Unfocused because she fine
Lies again I said I'm fine
These haters talking like they know me
So that they can try and control me
But in the end it is failing
And I'm ending up feeling boldly
But as I try to be serious
Then I get all lonely
After all, what's a mansion when you're living with a family of ghosts
Wine red water
There's a slaughter
It's the side that
Always prospered
Now I'm clobbered
And I harbor
Bitter feelings
Towards the somber
Who's the daughter
Who's the author
These are words I'd never shelter
Need a seltzer
I can't sensor
Feel the pushing down as I take way more pressure
We're singing 'til the end of time
I don't care if it's all a lie
At least I'm living in a life that's mine
Take another try and you'll feel the climb
I guess I'm falling down the rings of shame
I was raised in a way I can't blame
I think I'm losing sense of self
Better find the shelf
For this list of new names
Steam out the interior
Lights out I'm the new leader
Find out you're a cop out
And it's time to be free of you
Bright red this the new hue
Night night dread I see it too
Baked up find me astute
And I'll leave it all as I do
Yeah I got names
Lots of things I like to say
Lots of things I'd like to pray
But I'm living fully and I'm living surely of my own damn fate
Just you wait
I know you hate 'cause you hate yourself
Yes I know I'm talking to me but that's all I have to delve
And I find another reason to be better than yesterday
Only problem is I'm tired and I'm losing my faith
In myself, in my health, in my friends and my wealth (be able to save)
All the things I left here unscathed
What the hell you think I'm tryna do with my state
My mind frame is framed just like I'm Alfred Drey'
Written by:
Daniel Ferber
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