dog pound prison riot - it still hurts

I told myself
I would kill myself
If i ever got a job
Well I'm employed now
And I'm still around
What's that say about the sanctity of life
Fuck life
I wonder why my friends don't text back
Then i remember that i never reached out
Typed it out but i never hit send
I'm afraid i'll never see you again
I always hated the sitcom laugh track
I'm ashamed that i never made you laugh like that
I know what you'll say in the end
"Em it's hard be your friend"
For the past five years
I've been trying to purge
All this shit
In my system
The anxiety
Is starting to make me
Freak out
And feel dumb
If i be myself
I'm afraid that i'll
I'll push away
All my friends
I have no goals
I just live my life
As a means
To the end
Daybreak comes and i still haven't got a lick of sleep
I'm so fucking tired but i cannot kill the anxiety
The theater of my mind has all it's people missing
But they might come back, i'm hoping this is just an intermission
I hollowed out the hole between your breasts
I'm just surprised there's something left
From the fractures i cant think
How much longer will my heart keep beating?

Written by:
em crows

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