JordanKnowsYou - All This Way

Now I'm running out of words that I can say
I'm just sorry that I brought you all this way
All this way
Now I'm running out of words that I can say
I'm just sorry that I brought you all this way
All this way
Now I'm running out of words that I can say
I'm just sorry that I brought you all this way
All this way
All this way
Now I'm running out of words that I can say
I'm just sorry that I brought you all this way
I'm just sorry that I brought you all this way
I'm just sorry that I brought you all this way
I needed one more track, I still got shit on my chest
Yeah the ones around me can always wish me the best
But to overcome myself is the biggest test
So imma lay this track down then I'm gonna rest
Now I gotta confess the whole album was written
But somehow I'm right back in this same position
I had drake in my ear, I was listening to Fear
You can trust me when I say he was definitely spitting
But this time I could tell that something was different
Other times I had heard but this time I had listened
He was painting a vision of a man on a mission
That you can't get far if you ain't committing
But don't start on commitment, cause I have spent money
Just so everyone who hears could look at me funny
But when it all appears then they wanna be buddies
Swear you can only get rich by being lucky
I just wanna send my parents somewhere hot and sunny
And I just really want everybody to love me
The real me, not the one that you see
I've been struggling with who I'm tryna be
But, I think I know now, I gotta start with you
I think it's about time that I tell the truth
If I'm being honest I don't know what to do
22 years feels like I never grew
Cause I'm scared of the future, that's why I live in the past
Wanna be worth more with age like my Pokemon cards
See I can't grow up and that is just the start
I mean I got these superheroes tatted over my arm
Anything you wanna say I have said it to myself
Only so many times I can blame mental health
I'm tryna fix my generational wealth
But it's hard when I'm spending it all on myself
You can trust me I know, that I'm addicted
When I was growing up I couldn't have all of this shit
Promise you now I'm trying hard to fix it
But when I see money then it always kicks in
When I was growing up I wouldn't ask for much
But now I've grown up I get it on my own
When I was growing up it never came in clutch
But trust one-day imma take the throne
Yesterday I was listening to Dave's new track
Yeah you know the one it's called Heart Attack
At the time I heard every word he spat
Man what I wouldn't do to have a tune like that
Tell me how to get big I can't find the answers
And if I'm being honest I don't like my chances
To tell the truth I think I might just stop
Cause most of my tunes have all been disasters
Let me get back on track, I was tryna say sorry
I'm a flawed human being, but I'll try and not be
All of my thoughts they just try to stop me
That's why I'm the only one who can ever top me
Just the other day I let anxiety win
I can't get a haircut without going with friends
I keep thinking to myself will it ever end
Cause I just wanna be the best boyfriend
I'm tryna have a relationship with her family
But I don't think that they'll understand me
And if I'm being honest I don't understand me
I'm too caught up in who's gonna stan me
I guess the music is affecting me badly
I know owe at least half my life to Stan Lee
Don't need to climb walls or have an iron suit
I just gotta be the best man that I can be
See me and my Mum don't always see eye to eye
But I know that she's always gonna be by my side
And me and my Dad we don't always get on
But he's the most important male role model I got
And all of my friends I owe a lot to them
Always keep it real, don't need to pretend
And it's gonna be a while till I spit again
So I wanna dedicate this one to them
Cause it's gonna be a while till I spit again
But all good things must come to an end
See it's gonna be a while till I spit again
Gotta justify all the money I've spent
See things are changing, my girls a teacher now
All I can worry bout is getting featured now
All I worry bout is getting music out
Need to focus on what's in my bank account
Cause I know she wants me to save for a house
But if money's going in the money's going out
Spend it on collectables, I spend it in my mouth
Spend it on the good times, spend it on the clout
I had big dreams went to university
But now I think is this universe for me?
They say it opens up doors, so I went to the doors
But I guess that they never gave me the keys
Wanna be liked by everyone, cause I would hate to be hated
Think of things I've done, through my mistakes I've made it
Look back a couple years, I'm just not the same kid
Then think of all the years that are still remaining
As we enter the last minute let me wrap things up
To tell the truth I think I've rapped enough
Wanted to apologise to everyone
For every single time that I have fucked it up
Keep talking to myself a lot at the moment
Like is this the life that I would've chosen
When I was young always in my emotions
Now I overthink so much I wish time was frozen
I got love for anyone who's ever listened to my songs
And if life is a game I'm glad I played along
Had to make it up for the times I've wronged
Now welcome to the ending I'm so sorry it was long
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See I just had to get this shit off my chest
Thank you for listening, I know I am blessed

Written by:
Jordan Doyle-Moxham

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