JIRI - Not Enough

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Turn me up
Yeah, Uh
I need effort
I need love
Even with that
Still not enough
I need time
I need trust
Even with that
Still not enough
I've been, way too, distant
Baby girl check me like "T you acting different"
Started so close, but now I feel you slipping
Used to be consistent, can't lie I miss it
Tell me how you feel, baby keep it real
Well
Days come and go and the stress that keep piling
Got me pouring up, out late, and keep wilding
Asking how I feel, I'm fine, I stay lying
People hit my line, decline, I stay hiding
Nothing wrong with you, don't you get it misconstrued
This how I get when I stop watching my steps
The sheets filled with my sweat
The dreams filled with regret
I feel I'm doing right, but left feeling depressed
And maybe now it's too late, done sealed my fate
The time I spent, more time I waste, stuck in this place
Light shine through, I swipe my chase
I need more
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy
I can see the light, but the water still murky
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy
I can see the light, but the water still murky
I need effort
I need love
Even with that
Still not enough
I need time
I need trust
Even with that
Still not enough
But when will it be
Thoughts been killing me
Shuffle got me down, because it keep Brys Tilling me
Thought I'd find balance with stability
But I think I lost the allure that it was bringing me
Maybe with these raps
I could get it back
The passion that I felt when I was laying on my back
Staring at the ceiling, with my dreams all intact
This life moves fast, and I'm still tryna catch
Up to who I want to be, not just what they offer me
I can feel the skeptics, question what it's costing me
I just want to be fulfilled, tell me what you want from me
All this doubt holding me down, get up off of me
Can I keep it real
OB support, Sabti support, the family support
And push me towards, making this seem logical
Told them if I make it, I'm a take them somewhere tropical
Is it cliché, when I replay
How it all started, I was laid up in the hospital
ER, late night, stressed on the gurney
Texting loved ones and I tell them not to worry
But I was scared, looking up like
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy
I can see the light, but the water still murky
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy
I can see the light, but the water still murky

Written by:
Tajiri Suarez

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