Mark'd - Say This

Damn
You ever had that moment
That awakening
Like your world just flipped all the way upside down
See I'm tripping, cause I ain't even make it
When you in the building, I'm changing my location
Take it from the basement, I'm just trying to change your level
I ain't wanna say it but I'm dancing with the devil
This is me
Got me feeling so guilty
All these thoughts, running thru my head, she would kill me
Cause I ain't have to do it but now I'm in too deep
I done came and fucked this up and now she's into me
So many miles away, how did I do this
I was falling for a fling, I can't fight through this
Without a conscious state of mind, I can't lie through this
I can't hide, but in my mind, did I do this
It wasn't planned, but nothing could have stopped me
Unhappy where I was, I couldn't accept that I lost me
Not feeling cocky, started feeling distant
Dug myself a hole, how'd I get in this position
I ain't wanna say this, but I need to
I ain't wanna say this, but I need to
I ain't wanna say this, but I need to
I ain't wanna say this, but I need to
It's crazy right
But see that was then, believe I couldn't do it again
From the lowest point of life I couldn't lose it again
From losing a friend to falling from heights
Yeah
I was falling out of love like I was losing my life
See I ain't do it for spite, I was lost in my ways
Got too comfy in this, I wasn't talking for days
I was lost in this space, in the place that I'm in
So crazy, but it's taken me some days to repent
Heaven sent me an angel now, everyday that I spend
Makes me look back on the ways that I was playing pretend
Cause when I thought of love, it was a different perception
Than what I'm seeing now, in this different direction
Cause I fucked up
But it changed who I was
Some shit I had to deal with, asking, do I love
But I'm better off now and without any discussion
There's no doubt in my mind now on who I'm loving, for real
I ain't wanna say this, but I need to
I ain't wanna say this, but I need to
I ain't wanna say this, but I need to
See I just wanna say this, cause I need you, for real

Written by:
Mark Walker

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