Red Day - Dont Look At Me

Don't look at me
Don't look me in my eyes
Don't look at me
Don't wonder who am I?
Don't look at me
Don't look me in my face see my red eyes a blank stare anxiety and space
Don't look at me a mufucka awkward and twitchy
Off a bleezy and bottle I can't stand to be with me
But I can't stand these people on earth I'm excluding like three
But honestly it's probably only cuz my anxiety

Y'all can tell I'm different when I step in
Discomfort in my eyes looking all different directions
Awkward handshakes and hi's never perfection
Scared to socialize my state of mind hates attention
I'm really boutta
Bring the Xanax back and lose my head again
Trade the anxiety for a dose of depression and then
Lose track of my affairs and my life is a mess
Looks like I'll be living at moms addicted to the Xanax
But fuck that
That's just not what I want for my life I'm tryna be free
I wanna be so good that people who listen would wanna meet me
But that ain't happening hiding at home n' watching the tv
Sitting all alone n' comfortable every evening
I just need to get out of my shell
But I'm so anxious all the time to the point I hate myself
So easily distracted I can't even hold a convo hell don't even talk to me I'm cool sitting all by myself

So don't look at me
Don't look me in my eyes
Don't look at me
Don't wonder who am I?
Don't look at me
Don't look me in my face see my red eyes a blank stare anxiety and space
Don't look at me a mufucka awkward and twitchy
Off a bleezy and bottle I can't stand to be with me
But I can't stand these people on earth I'm excluding like three
But honestly it's probably only cuz my anxiety

Hi I'm Redday and I don't like to dance
That's why I walk around on the stage like I shit my pants
Cuz I don't have a clue what to do with myself or my hands
So I just strut around feeling like a weirdo man
N y'all don't wanna see me off the pot!
Least not if I gotta go see people out n' talk
Every time I'm faded everything else becomes a lot
But every time I'm sober I need something to take the edge off I'm a loner
I'm a young muthafucka with these big dreams
But these big anxieties on my back always eating me
Straight up feasting on my confidence
N feeding me incompetence
I've really lost a lot from this
And if you see me on the street wave and say hi it's cool just please don't make it a thing
Nah I take that back

Just don't look at me
Don't look me in my eyes
Don't look at me
Don't wonder who am I?
Don't look at me
Don't look me in my face see my red eyes a blank stare anxiety and space
Don't look at me a mufucka awkward and twitchy
Off a bleezy and bottle I can't stand to be with me
But I can't stand these people on earth I'm excluding like three
But honestly it's probably only cuz my anxiety

Written by:
Skylar Redday

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