EakDaFreak - Ups And Downs

My ups my downs
My ups my downs
My life inside these lyrics
My life inside these
My shame my pride
My shame my pride
So clear that you could feel it
So clear that you could feel
I'm lost I'm found
I'm lost I'm found
That old familiar feeling
That old familiar feel
But imma always keep it real
What's my attraction to this rapping shit? Now baddies just be snapping pics
Of they ass and tits before I even get the chance to ask for it
Guess i went from average kid to rapping, quick
And painting pictures of my pain out perfect for profit using these adjectives
Like a good apple gone bad, what has gotten into me
A couple Addy 30's and some suicidal tendencies
Tension in my mental be mixing with this chemistry
Did another hit of dreams now im speaking to entities
Now my critics cannot reach me from this canopy of vanity
Put music over love after putting love over my sanity
Tend to over use profanity when I'm overusing xannys
But when you stuck up in a rut do what you must to break mundanity
Like when you got a girl at home but you kinda tired of fighting her
She bitching over nothing while you trying to picture life with her
Internal pressure piling up
Hard doing what you gotta when you trying not to bust
Plus your old bitch just posted a picture up
And she looking fine as fuck and now you tryna bust
My ups my downs
My ups my downs
My life inside these lyrics
My life inside these
My shame my pride
My shame my pride
So clear that you could feel
So clear that you could feel
I'm lost I'm found
I'm lost I'm found
That old familiar feeling
That old familiar feel
But imma always keep it real
My ups and my downs, my real life inside these lyrics
My shame and my pride so clear that you could feel it
I'm lost. I'm found. That old familiar feeling
Imma always keep it real but it's like realness never trending
My ups and my downs, my real life inside these lyrics
My shame and my pride so clear that you could feel it
I'm lost. I'm found. That old familiar feeling
Imma always keep it real but it's like realness never trending
How come real shit never trending? How come bullshit never ending?
How come when I check my bank account there's never nothing in it
The industry is a menace, I maintain my independence
How long until I blow up? Well my guess is any minute
I got a bad boy reputation that I think deserves addressing
Just to set the record some common misconceptions
Never hit my baby momma. I'm not one for smacking bitches
Don't assume I'm smoking crystal cause you heard I am from The Ridges
Its true that I get high to beat depression and anxiety
Guess I always valued peace of mind over sobriety
Usually not the guy that be sitting down and writing these
Every verse a different alter ego thats inside of me
A persona for her parents, one for when I'm in public
One zaney wack nymphomaiac that likes his butt licked
I shouldn't get so personal but my fans all seem to love it
But it ain't chasing clout if you honest and I'm authentic or I'm nothing
My ups my downs
My ups my downs
My life inside these lyrics
My life inside these
My shame my pride
My shame my pride
So clear that you could feel
So clear that you could feel
I'm lost I'm found
I'm lost I'm found
That old familiar feeling
That old familiar feel
But imma always keep it real

Written by:
Edward Eaker

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