Trxgic Txb - FRIEND

She's cute but fierce with a soul purpose
She never understands that
She deserves this
She's begging for something you can't run from
She was begging just to have one mum
She was only six when her whole world changed
And I can still remember to this day
What the social workers did when they came
My foster mum died I moved mums same day
I'm not more then a friend
I know you wanted to end it
It will happen again but
I will be there til the end
I'm not more then a friend
I know you wanted to end it
It will happen again but
I will be there til the end
I know I mean nothing
Less then Nothing
I will be there til the end
I know I mean nothing
Less then Nothing
I will be there til the end
I'm not more then a friend
I know you wanted to end it
If it happens again
I will be there til end
Now I'm not more then friend
I know wanted to end it
If it happens again well
Moved away and they put me with a family
I was shocked by the way they got rid of me
I was six and it didn't even occur to me
That the people here treat me differently
Age eight and the kids use to bully me
Getting picked up by different people regularly
Started playing on my mind I was different
Hit my heart and I became distant
In the playground I would play quietly
Most the time crying cause I didn't really wanna see
school councillor she was tryna say to me
My reals mums gone
Strangers looking after me
Ruined by the news couldn't even speak
Head is pounding feel so weak
Feeling like I lost my place
Whole world changing since that day
I'm not more then a friend
I know you wanted to end it
It will happen again but
I will be there til the end
I'm not more then a friend
I know you wanted to end it
It will happen again but
I will be there til the end
I know I mean nothing
Less then Nothing
I will be there til the end
I know I mean nothing
Less then Nothing
I will be there til the end
I'm not more then a friend
I know you wanted to end it
If it happens again
I will be there til end
Now I'm not more then friend
I know wanted to end it
It will happen again well
Try to drown in the bath that night
I was only eight I just started writing
New mum found me passed like a light
Thought it was an accident
I tired to take my life
Took me to the doctor
I stayed there all night
I was cared for it made me love life
I was getting cared for I finally felt alright
Next day came new mum within a night
Antis by the bed one morning one night
New room new rules
Welcome to my life
Feeling like a burden trapped in my life
And I'm living on repeat
Just love me right
Just love me right
Just love me right
Just love me right

Written by:
Tabitha Jamesion

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