C4Real - REALITY

I was barely sober
This is my reality
I was barely sober, took a life that could be over
Push pain to the side and made it something to be sure of
Swallowed every ounce of pride and stomached what I'd throw up
Pushing all these boundaries
I've been taking my time, Like a thief in that night
I've been thinking about time and life, how God could waste his on mine
Judging all the things I do wrong, and judging all the things that I write
Rap is like a confessional, the dark I bring to that light
Know, I went from feeling invisible, to growing wings, I'm invincible
You throw your sticks and stones at me, I'm simply irresistible
Direct to me your energy, a black hole that tend to be
Everything that you running from is everything that I tend to be
So I'm looking in the mirror like "Who dat? Who dat?"
Like a saint, no one compare to you, like true dat, true dat
Chopping down this weed, I let my grinder screw that screw that
When my mind fill with temptations, demons saying do that
Life ain't simple dawg
Merrily unpredictable
Top shelf you sippin' on can knock you off of your pinnacle
So I tip toe the borderline
Sipping slow that wine, I'm more than high
I'm more than fine, I'll be alright though
I was barely sober, took a life that could be over
Push pain to the side and made it something to be sure of
Swallowed every ounce of pride and stomached what I'd throw up
Pushing all these boundaries
This is my reality
Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh
This is my reality
Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh
This is my reality
I been walking this line
Writing all of these rhymes
Sometimes I feel like a rockstar, sometimes I hate what I write
Hope I find that what I been I'm working towards is not a waste of my time
Either way it's all for you, I give you all of my mind
Sometimes I hate when I'm sober and sometimes I hate when I'm high
Sometimes I don't feel normal unless I'm contemplating my life
Just to make the most of existence, hit the plug for all of my fixes
Spark it up and I'm flicking like there's something wrong with my light
How I'm always talking about true love, counter that with things I don't like
How the past is forming my future, how whats dark is looking so bright
So I ride
Pickin' up the vibes
Peeping all the signs
Street lights passing by
Rolling down my window
Just to feel the wind blow
Ain't no blowing my high, high on life for real though
Living in the spotlight verses something simple
Devil on my hotline, thumbs just like a fiddle
I was barely sober, took a life that could be over
Push pain to the side and made it something to be sure of
Swallowed every ounce of pride and stomached what I'd throw up
Pushing all these boundaries
This is my reality
Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh
This is my reality
Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh
This is my reality
I've been making this climb
Write my name in the sky
Drinking up on this plane, these days, I'm finding ways to get by
Just to give you piece of my mind, I had to find the peace in my mind
Building like it's alchemy, I plant the seeds and I rise
Just to reach the top and tip over, man, I even thought I might die
Like the fresh prince, I flipped over
Had to find the strength for this boulder
Ate the bag of chips on my shoulder, gaining weight as I get older
Planet size is the boulder, like the plan is time to get bolder, uh!
Is there anyone like me?
I don't want you to become like me
Oh oh oh oh
Judging everyone I see, I don't want you to become like me, yah
God made me up in his image, always testing his limits
Saw the realness in stillness, on beats C4 Really a menace
I grew up clutching my feelings in a blue world with lots of tones
My reflection get lost in gold, life inside a kaleidoscope
I was barely sober, took a life that could be over
Push pain to the side and made it something to be sure of
Swallowed every ounce of pride and stomached what I'd throw up
Pushing all these boundaries
This is my reality
Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh
This is my reality
Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh
This is my reality

Written by:
Clayton Bennett I.V.

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