Sammy Stanza - Origin Story

Villain, is what I see when I'm looking in the mirror
Life beating me down, got a brand new whip
It's like it took me to the dealer
Guess life done changed
Cuz I went from missing lunch to now I'm missing dinner
Cuz I gotta get food on the plate before the fat lady sings
Muthafucka, do you hear her
High off life? You need to point me to your dealer
Got my life in my hands, pouring pain in my cup
So the terrors don't come out, like Michael Jackson's Thriller
It be late at night
Something fucking with my head so I can't really sleep
But it ain't really nothing going on, so I think to myself that it ain't that deep
Always keep my guard up even in my head cuz I always know them demons gon creep
But they swimming underneath the surface, how you believe in something you don't see
That's what I think to myself when I look at the heavens and see I'm on the concrete
Know that there's a lord and savior but I'm scared he gon forget about me
Father God, Father God, I'm down to take the charge
And murder any nigga hoping that I take a loss
For now I'm working like a slave till I be the boss
Can't put my faith in no man so I clutch my cross
Can't help who I am so I try to help myself cuz nobody gon save me
Damned if you do, damned if you don't, always know somebody gon blame me
Been used to playing the bad guy, they change the script but never could change me
Can't wipe no tears from my eyes now, cuz I always keep my feelings on safety
I could build up a wall and stand on my toes and I bet you still over look me
Might've made me fall in the past, put a knife in my back but you niggas never shook me
So I had to learn my lesson, that life don't let you play hookie
I'm the best in my class, with the pen in my hand
Just waiting for somebody to book me

Written by:
Samuel Dorelien

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