Red Ice - Painful Endings

Look, I'm tired of patterns
Tired of suffering
And learning unnecessary lessons
Along with painful endings
Make me question what I believe
And not pull up every season
Like wow man what's the point of it
When shit ain't beneficial at all
Instead I cry against the wall
With the kind of mentally for some reason
I keep on searching for more
And hurt myself even more
It's kind of scary when another
Starts to show you the door
With no valid reason
Maybe someone threw
A Curse on the boy
Come on, It's like I was born to be
A victim of all
Tragedy prolly worse than dying
Or maybe did something wrong
And now the consequences harder
Than whatever I thought
Life's a pain when shit jus keeps on
Getting hard than before
How do we not get along
Coz all the intimacy made me think
We got something strong
Well at least good than before
I guess my destiny awaits me
With no romance at all
Lonely and feelin shameful
About this life as I grow

Shawty after shawty
Love you unconditionally
Now I'm feelin sorry
Worried, will I ever find peace
Glimpses of happiness always end
With me bursting in tears
Cannot take this not anymore
Just behold as I take a knee
I needed back the love that I gave
If I could find a reason and meaning
For why this happens to me
And like always me
I could prolly find clarity
As to maybe or not
I need any kind of that energy
Look, I could be rolling without it
Yeah whatever it is that you like
I'm sure I ain't got it
Pretty sure I ain't got it
Kind of like it now this feelin where
I feel like I'm dying
No guidance stories I tell could
Sound like I'm lying
I hope the pain that I felt
From all of the happenings
Turn into something better
The opposite of the present
My life goes through a change
That's positive
And honestly I'm close to
Leaving it all
Coz I'm tired of facing
These negatives
Period

Written by:
Ngceboyenkosi Simelane

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