IamDAM - Deja Vu

I don't really know where to go from here
Try to run can't hide my fears
Put on a smile I hide my tears
Can't believe I wasted all those years
I'm alone in this atmosphere
All the pain it just reappears
Most times want to disappear
Feeling like my death is near

Memories turn into nightmares
Finally changed but it's not fair
All of a sudden you want me to care
You must have forgotten yo dirty affairs
Why didn't you love me when I was right there
Lost in my thoughts consumed by despair
You might as well tie me down to a chair
Load up a shotgun and unload those shells
Cause everyday it's a living hell
Wasted a wish in the wishing well
Know you hate me but I wish you well
Suicidal if you couldn't tell
You don't even know how I feel
To be honest you never will

My soul was attached to yours it's hard for me to leave
But I'm so sick and tired of crying and begging please
You said that you love then tell me why you had to leave
It's not just deja vu cause I still see you in my dreams

Wish I could find myself been feeling lost lately
Tryna find my place but it's just all hazy
I can see the sun but it still feels rainy
Losing motivation I been feeling lazy
So much pain and it's hurtin me like crazy
Embracing the hurt thats what makes me
I know that when I make there's gon be jealousy
If you don't mess with me now keep that energy

Written by:
Vandarin Dam

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