TheRealJamarius - Lil Spark

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To my ex girl, I hope I never still do you harm
I used to wake up like hella early, 4 o'clock to loud alarms
Just to come to school, happy to greet a girl with welcome arms
Shit, I ain't mad at you, lowkey wish that I could just restart
Shit, like pikachu, I took a peak at you, I could feel we had a lil spark
Love's see-through, when I needed you, you left me in the dark
That's what I told my friends, though it wasn't true cause we had each other's hearts
Yea I was comfortable, now I ask myself, how far are we apart
I know I tend to use big words, wish that we ain't end on bad terms
I don't care bout who's yo next, remember I held you down and held yo heart first
We both hurt each other but I did you worse
Yeah, I prayed to god and I went to church
When my world rained, I ain't grow thirst
But some flowers grew up out the dirt
Those roses and violets represented my love for you
My love's like covid, Issa virus so it'll always be in you
I felt right when I was with you, when you left, I ain't know what to do
Anything for you, I'd pull it out and shoot
When it came to it, wasn't nothing I'd do
Wasn't nothing I wouldn't sacrifice
Prayed for us word to Jesus Christ
I don't pay attention when it don't make sense but
Losing you was the highest price that I had to pay
Unfortunate, I was sad for days
Nowadays, I'm good in every way, you would never see me with a sad face
Cause I'm paving ways
On the come up
As they all say
And the long days that we shared together will never leave my memory
I'm becoming the man I used to see within my dreams
I see vividly, my destiny
I wish that you could see the same thing
Sadly, we're in the same plane, but on different wings
God damn
Wish it ain't have to be this way
Yea I'd say it was a bad time but it prolly was a bad place
I'm thinking maybe I'll send a text
But nah, it's just too late
And at times you needed the distance, so I provided the space
Yeah I'm fixing myself, I know I was the problem sometimes
I was digging myself in a hole that I could never get out of
I was at the bottom my whole life for real
Hella time to kill so I wrote this song
Thinking bout those old times as I go on
We all move on, damn

Written by:
Antonio Adams-Davis, Jarad Higgins

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