Cameron London - Love, Cameron

What happens if I leave it all right now
At the end of the day
It is what it is
I been working on this letter since Dear Whoever
I was in a darker place but now I'm feeling better
Been drinking water it describes the way I'm flowing now
The way I'm writing this feel like the book is closing now
Like 50 chapters but I feel like I am just beginning
So why my happiness concluding like the film is ending
Probably cause I'm lost, trynna find my place
Against my better judgment, I started to show my face
I can trace all of my pain back to a day
Dwelling in the past can't fix nothing today
I pray that Cha get all of her prayers answered
And Chop start sending youth to study out at Stanford
And my mom get grandkids and travel around the world
My dad is proud of me and both of his little girls
I danced around feelings of grannies clutching they pearls
And old heads who favorite rappers got jheri curls
Now I'm 1033 people looking at me
State of the world can't compare to anything that I've seen
I can't sleep
Scared that I'll die again
Know that I be failing but I'm scared if I try again
Then I'll
Start to lose respect that I gained
And I'll just be another failure that be rapping in shame
This not a game
My life on the line
If you care just give me a sign
Love Cam
Pick up the phone
Confessing my wrongs
Can't die alone
I hope God don't take me soon
But these days I treat every one of these like it's my last
I been fighting with some things
And I'm really trynna get a grasp on it but
I'm still human at the end of the day
If I leave it all right now

Written by:
Cameron London, Dereon Watson

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