Kurukato - Memories

Conversations with my younger self, sifting through my past
Reliving older memories from a time that now has passed
Peering into an older life it's really looking kind of vast
Kind of trippy sipping younger Kurukato from a flask
Don't really drink though, despite being surrounded by alcoholics
For the last two years, I think it's probably episodic
Cause every fucking place has it's own form of chaotic
I'm over-exaggerating, these statements are a little hyperbolic
But then again this place has an abundance of drug addicts
Unlike Mexico, I guess the stereotypes contradict
Reminds me of someone who's story's never consist-ent
I'm off topic though, I need to be more reminiscent
Of the times where life felt like it was actually simple
Didn't need to avoid words associated with being sinful
Not even sinful these people get hurt by anything
Doesn't help when the threshold always fucking varying
Like being hyperactive, shit's all over the fucking place
I'm seeing echo after echo, while my mind's tryna keep pace
Like it's a race and confusion is tryna take first place
End of it all, all I see is a younger me's face
What kind of man would that kid now be seeing inside of me?
I can't tell you since I'm the only one that really guided me
In this direction that I'm going the end of the road we cannot see
Don't really matter though, the lack of sight has truly set me free
I remember when I almost electrocuted myself
Sticking a screwdriver into a plug to get it out the shelf
Come to think of it, I had to have been like twelve
Back when people were asking why football players fucking knelt
I remember a certain funny stunt that I pulled in Mexico
I asked girl out right in front of the entire fucking school
"Will you beat the Ender Dragon with me?" I turned it into a show
Don't regret it though you're only living once, don't you know?
My memories I cherish 'cause they make me who I am
Even the bad ones, despite some of them got me saying "damn"
Yes I'm talking about someone I knew, you passed the exam
A year its fucking been? Man I really gotta say god damn
God damn, I'm at it again
I'm improving despite the terrible situation I've been in
The memories I'm browsing got me looking kind of zen
I guess I've made peace with these memories, the end

Written by:
Evan McMahon

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