Lucent GR4Y! - Don't Try To Find Me

I try to make myself believe
That I can really find peace
I pray to God my soul to keep
Please don't try to find me
I try to make myself believe
That I can really find peace
I pray to God my soul to keep
Please don't try to find me

As I stand I find it hard to breath
My dreams drowning under sea
On my clothes I'm tearing off the seams
All this pressure is really killing me
I try to pick myself up to ball
Ending up kicking my ball against a wall
In this lonely abyss I fall
Wondering if it was worth it all
So please answer my call
Look in my eyes they're gray and dull
Don't tell me lies are you really here
I'm not blind cause I can see that you don't really care
Tryna find love to heal my soul
I actually don't wanna let her go
She turned away and she let me go
Now I'm finna tie the rope
What is that that is suicide
Plotting on how to take my life
I've thought about it a couple times
Thank God I came out the other side

I try to make myself believe
That I can really find peace
I pray to God my soul to keep
Please don't try to find me
I try to make myself believe
That I can really find peace
I pray to God my soul to keep
Please don't try to find me

Tryna make sure that I can stack this money really tall
People acting like they know me but they really wrong
This life shit can be phoney but imma stay strong
I don't think that this world is where I belong
I know that I can
Breakthrough this trance
Tonight's somber dance
May just be our last
I've been deep inside this shit nobody can save me
I'm staring up out from this pit to the demons that made me
With all this stress up in my face my eyes so lazy
All the shit I see on a daily it don't faze me
It don't faze me
Imma go get my rage piece
Color it gray I beg you please
I'm talking about my life and pain you see
Happiness playing hide and seek
In a muffled voice would you hear me speak
At 4 am still awake no sleep
That's when you know it's really peak
Sitting down here thinking meds would help me chill, tynanol
Triwizard Tournament I'm in a maze, I'm lost
But imma lead these lost souls to the promise land, yeah I must
Its not my curse but I bear it like it's my cross
Its not my curse but I bear it like it's my cross
Its not my curse but I bear it like it's my cross

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Lucent GR4Y! Lucent GR4Y!

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