MattyV - Growing Pains

I started shutting out the world once again
Searched for a meaning not a means to an end
Give me a reason to get back up again
I don't wanna pretend, I don't wanna forget
I started writing down the words in my head
Thought maybe I could find a clue in what it said
But I think this time I'm shooting blind in the dark
I'm out of range, it's too far
The arrow misses the mark
All I know is I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be unknown
So give me hope that it's not so bad out there
And it's okay that I'm scared
I'll lie awake thinking about it again
And it's been a long night, longer than sin
And I'm still replaying my worst fears in my head
Am I just dreaming dead
Is this as good as it gets
I wanted more for myself at this age
Does that mean I'll go out regretting mistakes
Have I been looking for a road I can't take
Am I falling apart or just fading away
And all I know is I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be unknown
So give me hope that it's not so bad out there
And it's okay that I'm scared, so
What do they want
What do they need
What is the world taking from me
I don't wanna do this
I wanted just to see
What have I done
What have I done
All I know is I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be unknown
So give me hope that it's not so bad out there
All I know is I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be unknown
So give me hope that it's not so bad out there
And it's okay that I'm scared

Written by:
Matthew Velardi

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