CRIZZY FROM DA GUTTA - To Veronique

The other day I had a talk with my mama about the pain and the drama
This pain is taking me under, I feel like I can not wonder
I felt the the feeling of hunger, my body aches when I'm comfy
I got a knot on my chest, felt this since I was younging
I stopped believing in God and for the moment I fumbled
I realized that we are Gods but some how we struggle
And since my father walked out I saw my family crumble
I'm so ashamed of my family but I know I gotta love em
Man I just saw my lil sister but deep down don't want to hug her
She turned on me with my mother, you know you wrong when you stutter
This not the truth or a lie, it's just my side of the story
I know y'all gossip with family to clear y'all side of the story
You called me selfish and stupid and that I have anger problems but we all know where I got em
I don't deny where I got em cuz' why should go deny them when I'm living my truth
Man I started my fast, Im going days without food
I'm realigning my energy and it's switching my mood
Im tryna' keep it together, they tryna' rip me in two
Remember Fannie and Brew, we had to follow their rules, but shit they only liked maya because she light skinned too
Remember feeling left out like I'm not part of the crew
That made me show some resentment, that made me act out school
Said I got ADHD, fuck it, that shit made me cool
I don't know what else to do
I put my all in these songs and I tell the truth, had my back against the wall since I was a youth
Young nigga tryna' ball ima' follow through
And if you try to disrespect ima' knock you loose
I'm on the phone with my grandma, I had to switch up my grammar
She always asks for Imani, we took a trip to Atlanta
She know I fuck with her hard and shawty know she my planet
No other way I can say it, if we don't talk it do damage
Working on shit with my father before he drop dead and vanish
These days it's so hard to manage the feelings that I can't manage
But I know I can not panic and if I said it I said it
You gotta stand on your toes and from the concrete I rose
Most of these niggas be hoes, most of them beating their hoes
Yeah and you know how it goes
Most of them really ain't bros
They try to fuck on ya hoe and then they catch bullet holes
That's why I'm watching them close and I've been playing role
Lately my heart beating cold, I never do what I'm told
I watched ya bro get exposed, that bullet went through his fro and then it hit one of his bros and knocked a dread from his dome
I was kicked out of my home and man I felt so alone
I couldn't answer what's wrong, I couldn't pick up the phone
Just want be left all alone, feel like I'm injury prone
And even when I do wrong, she stick to me like cologne
I think our love is so precious, could never leave her alone
I pray you keep being strong and you keep playing this song
I dedicate this to Veronique, ain't no need to respond
I put my all in these songs and I tell the truth, had my back against the wall since I was a youth
Young nigga tryna' ball ima' follow through
And if you try to disrespect ima' knock you loose

Written by:
Craig Harris

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