Jake Wavesfield - In My Head

Oh, This is all in my head
Get out of it I beg
I would be better off dead
I've been destroyed, I've bled
Late nights spent clouded in dread
Thinking of death on the reg
But this is all in my head
Get out of it I beg, beg, beg

I am the way I am, and I'm not the biggest fan
I never healed, that wasn't the plan
Void Unending, I'm a shadow of a man
I'm a ghost, I am nothing, I feel like I'm Danny
And I don't even try and act funny
Break my back for people around me, and I got many
And I can't trust myself honey
So how can I expect for you to give me any

Oh, This is all in my head
Get out of it I beg
I would be better off dead
I've been destroyed, I've bled
Late nights spent clouded in dread
Thinking of death on the reg
But this is all in my head
Get out of it I beg, beg, beg

A pu-pu-puppet of plenty. I get abused
Used up-up-up, pushed around, it is absurd
I am no-no-no-no-nothing, I don't exist
I am on-on-on-on-on, some other ship
I can't fun-fun-fun-fun-fun-function like this
My thoughts are nu-nu-nuf for me, somber in mist
But I don't show-show-show-show anything, with death I kissed
Got a tryst with Lucifer, check the time on my wrist while
We dive deeper and deeper, my pain's a sleeper, a sleeper
Fall to the reaper, the reaper smiles when I see her
I see her and like a weeper, I weep for her
I'm a peacekeeper, nothing deeper
And every time I leave my room, pull myself through it, I bleed for her
And I know I shouldn't act like that, should put myself ahead like that
Chat a little 'bout it and stop holding myself back like that
Cause people think that I like that, then they'll think that I'm like that
But late at night, I'm by myself I know that I don't think like that in my head

Oh, This is all in my head
Get out of it I beg
I would be better off dead
I've been destroyed, I've bled
Late nights spent clouded in dread
Thinking of death on the reg
But this is all in my head
Get out of it I beg, beg, beg

Written by:
Michal Rapciak

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