kahal - Gruesome & Grey

Now that I know that I will lose all my hair
I'll make sure I'll keep hold onto what's there
Speak to me
I'll listen close, I swear
Until I turn your warming smile into a glare

Today, I turned myself gruesome and grey
I wonder what I'll hate myself for today?
What mind game will I choose to play?
What embarrassment will I choose to display?

Cause I can't stop living upstairs
Can't act like nobody cares
If I sit still for too long I'll sink into my chair
Can't act like nobody cares

I convinced myself no one loves me today
For the first time I'd love to run away
Does nobody have a spare brain to share?
I manage to turn a warming smile into a glare

Orange leaves
Sweet pumpkin pie
Coffee and a porcupine
The ocean and a sailing boat
Outside in a yellowing coat

Orange leaves
Sweet pumpkin pie
Coffee and a porcupine
Your eyes will grab me by the throat
This isn't the timeline I wrote

Written by:
Kahal Mallaghan

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