Deflect - Stoned

I've been writing my rhymes
I've been keeping in time
All these thoughts in my brain spelling out between all these lines
I've been living my life
I've been rolling the dice
Chillin with other broken people tryna find me my vice
I've been tryna recline
Been committing my crimes
Cuz an 18 year old don't know what he's gon do with his time
I've been stuck in my head
I've been looking instead
To the nightlife to convince me to get out of my bed
Cuz my head is a trap
And I'm stuck like a rat
Searching for purpose in a brain whose mental health has relapsed
I've been making connects
Better pay me respect
I'm gon kick you the fuck out if you try and keep me in check
I can feel it I can see the thoughts inside of my mind
They've been running round in circles and it's driving me wild
I need someone to come over and relax me inside
Cuz I can get out of here, but I can't get out of my mind
Damn

So I'll be staying over
I never really know when I'll be sober
So light it up and let the liquor flow
Blurry vision baby you and I are stoned
Stoned
So don't call me til it's over
I never really know when I'll be sober
I keep her in my arms when we're alone
Blurry vision baby everybody's stoned
Stoned

I told her if the party never ends
I'll never worry bout nothing again
She says that I'm addicted to these pills
But I know if I need to stop I will
Usin em a little more each day
Strengthening the pathways in my brain
I gotta get away from all this pain
So tell me why you'd think I'd walk away

I'm inviting her in
To my secrets and sin
Cuz my soul needs some healing and she's got some rum and some gin
You can bring all your friends
We can meet up at 10
Come on down to the river, park your car, the party begins
I don't need very much
But I am in a rush
Cuz my thoughts will spin out of control, I need them to hush
I can sit back and vibe
Looking into your eyes
I can feel your energy field colliding with mine
Time to head to the house
We can sleep on the couch
We don't wanna wake your mom up so we'll tiptoe around
They can say I'm an addict
But I'm too busy relaxing
If the party never ends I'll never think bout what happened
Cuz I can feel the pain dissolving when you're touching my skin
Our energy is electric when you're letting me in
Come and find me calm me down because I'm running again
Cuz my trauma is a maze but I'm stuck in a dead end
Damn

So I'll be staying over
I never really know when I'll be sober
So light it up and let the liquor flow
Blurry vision baby you and I are stoned
Stoned
So don't call me til it's over
I never really know when I'll be sober
I keep her in my arms when we're alone
Blurry vision baby everybody's stoned
Stoned
So I'll be staying over
I never really know when I'll be sober
If I'm her alcoholic, she's my stoner
We are just two happy little loners
Stoned

I've gotta get away from all this pain
So tell me why the fuck I'd walk away

Written by:
Davis Smith, Patrick Maresco

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