StArKidPN - Hollow Headache (Remastered)

Numb the pain inside my head
Then drown me out with all my thoughts and regrets
Cause i cannot see what's in for me next
And that cripples me down into my twin bed
And, Mom only sees her young boy
Going down, a, satanistic path. Killjoy
My heart, feels like It can't take all of this
Pressure, of having to pretend knowing to enjoy
I want a happy life, and a lover
But it hurts, just to live, makes you wonder
If it's so bad choosing to go under
Ground, instead of, slaving away to make you pockets fuller

Help me I think I'm falling
But im, not moving, hit the walling
Somebody, can you please hear my calling
I'm trying to, confess all of my self flawings

I, hurt myself again with more thrills
Devil and, I have been talking sponsor deals
Deep web, drug dealers sold me laced pills
And at this point, I don't even care if it kills
Cause I just, wanna throw up my whole damn
Past. See how I feel and see if you'll
Last. I'm tired of being an unseen out-
Cast. Looking for validation in the re-
Lapse. Like a stranger on the street you
Pass. Invisible till the voices in my head
Gas, light me till I blow and ill do something
Brash. Party till the suns up, I'm movin too

Chain me down, I move too fast
I need help, hold me down or I'll relapse
But now, I'm broken, no holding back
Got a gun, stick myself up for some cash

Numb the pain inside my head
Then drown me out with all my thoughts and regrets
Cause i cannot see what's in for me next
And that cripples me down into my twin bed
Numb the pain inside my head
Then drown me out with all my thoughts and regrets
Cause i cannot see what's in for me next
And that cripples me down into my twin bed
And that cripples me down into my twin bed

Written by:
Riley Smith-Tourville

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