LongJohnSilver - Damaged

Burnt down, thrown to the side and crushed
Push me to the edge while they call my bluff
I can never take a break always livin in a rush
Yeah I'm always in a rush
I can never get enough, yeah
Take another puff
Feeling nothings what I lust
Feelin nothing is a must
Cause I always feel to much
So I'm drowning in a bottle
Faking tryna act tough
And I know that it's love that put me here
Loves what put me at my lowest
Now it's what I fear
Kinda like the way it sparkles
The light on my tears
And nobody here can help me
So they all just stare

Get some diamonds for my wrist, Yeah
Money Happiness, Yeah
Put me to the test, yeah
Im sure I won't win, Yeah
I been livin bliss, Yeah
Feelings I don't miss, Yeah
No longer get pissed, Yeah
My feelings went and dipped, yeah

Okay I'm burnt out
I got burnt down
All these feelings in my heart now
I just push down
Paranoia got me up down
Who to trust now
Suffocate inside my mind now
Always put down
Anxiety is driving me
Depression is a part of me
My heart broke like a china piece
It shatters from the smallest things
Sorry I can't tell who really loves me and who don't
I put my all into somebody, that abused me, now I'm broke

Had one parent growing up
Didn't love me like the others
Used to argue all the time
With both my sisters and my brother
First betrayal was her love
Now I live without a mother
Separated from my siblings
When all we had was each other
I take everything to far and it's my fault
I know that I can't control myself
Can't act like an adult
Dumbest thing I ever did was put my all into a bitch
She's the devil and my demons laughed at me cause loves a trick
I've been to the darkest places
Seen the darkest faces
Batteling my demons had to Medicate to face em
Why they try to tell me things get better when they don't
Fed me lies that stopped me breathing, cause you wanted me to choke
Never know when it's goodbye
I know their praying that I die
Got no more reasons left to try
No, I can't do another night
Can I go home?
Can I go home?

Okay I'm burnt out
I got burnt down
All these feelings in my heart now
I just push down
Paranoia got me up down
Who to trust now
Suffocate inside my mind now
Always put down
Anxiety is driving me
Depression is a part of me
My heart broke like a china piece
It shatters from the smallest things
Sorry I can't tell who really loves me and who don't
I put my all into somebody, that abused me, now I'm broke

Written by:
John Muff

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