Murdok Kaine - Ad meliora

Im up to my last straw
I don't wanna go any longer
(Any longer)
You heard my screams and your hugs got stronger
You burnt my dreams but the nightmares got longer
I was in the deep sinkin in my slumber
Break my heart (break)
Snap it like some thunder
I don't wanna go any longer
(Any longer)
But there you were (there you were)
I couldn't believe my eyes it was blur
My savior in disguise it was her
Plaguing my mind were thoughts of hurt
A lot of hurt
A lot of myrrh we smoked
A lot people that we left alone
For the better yeah i know
She took me out my cellar I was a ghost
Now im unchained from my own rope
I tried to kill myself about twice
Both times I had you in my mind
Would she cry?
Would she miss me or hate me?
Somedays i dont know if you can save me
But lately you've been greatly infatuating me
Im hoping that i can find some peace
I dont wanna die yet,
But I can't forget my mind
An endless tunnel unrefined
Im insecure all the time
Thinking about that suicide
Long nights I hate most
Feeling like a ghost
Im enclosed in my home
You held your hand out, from the clouds you pulled me out the abyss
I cant thank you enough for it
I still trip, one day I'll get over it

Written by:
Murdok Kaine

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