Nejay - In My Thoughts

Call up
It was all love
Hard cause
All up in my thoughts
I look like I'm chilling but I'm going through a lot, oh
In my feelings? No I'm not
Who gon be there for me
Who gon be down to ride like 9-5
Who picking up the phone when I call up (When I call up)
Aye, I was left all alone when it was all love
I had no choice, get in my zone when it was hard cause
I had to feed the family, I had to start it up
Look, I ain't even finna pretend
I was smiling when shit ain't right
I'm tryna be shining, all these diamonds, even in the night
Who checking up on a nigga
They tryna run it up on a nigga
I started stacking up, they was bitter
Now shawty tryna fuck on a winner
Tryna hide the tears, but now they showing up
Aye, tryna pull up in hemis so they know it's us
I was tricked, manipulated, shit was overdone
Now I can't stay in my lane I'm tryna get over some
All this pain I'm tryna get over some
I let my guard down, I let my scars show
But every time I fall down, I still always saw hope
Screaming "fuck the other side" I wipe my ass with they car note
Ain't scared of shit
Always steppin' out side with the blick we gon' slide on they ass like bar soap
All up in my thoughts
I look like I'm chilling but I'm going through a lot, oh
In my feelings? No I'm not
Who gon be there for me
Who gon be down to ride like 9-5
Who picking up the phone when I call up (When I call up)
Aye, I was left all alone when it was all love
I had no choice, get in my zone when it was hard cause
I had to feed the family, I had to start it up
Why they on my dick
Why they on my page now, why they on my shit
Pssh, gotta stay in my lane
Nah imma grab my stick
That's that anger in me
Heard I'm a walking hit because my music, nah that banger on me
Heard I hit his bitch and how he sick, you let her hang around me
Heard bout this and that, that shit be wack don't say that name around me
Only niggas that think the same around me
All that hating ass shit, don't play around me
Wake up in the morning, get to the bag
You see I ain't normal, I be ahead
I'm giving out warnings, stay where you at
I can't trust a soul baby
I needed help they left me on my own baby
How can you blame me though
(Momma these niggas shady though)
On my dick like a crazy hoe
They all know my name when they play the song, yeah
All up in my thoughts
I look like I'm chilling but I'm going through a lot, oh
In my feelings? No I'm not
Who gon be there for me
Who gon be down to ride like 9-5
Who picking up the phone when I call up (When I call up)
Aye, I was left all alone when it was all love
I had no choice, get in my zone when it was hard cause
I had to feed the family, I had to start it up

Written by:
Nejay Hyde

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