ZOUNI - by your death bed (demo)

I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
Cutting friends off who were mean
And I tried to get more sleep
But the roots are planted so deep
Do you think that you could love me
If I can't get happy
I don't know where to start this all, been a couple of months of mess
What ever I think about somehow I end up at your spot
I read a lot I worked a lot I heard a lot and walked a lot
To get over and start a life I think you'll be proud
Like I said I will I sent your sister to university
Your parents only talk to me when they forget that you've been gone
And I've been trying to plan my future on my own
I'm stuck on the same page on day one
I swear I've tried everything making the changes
Cut the coffee for some tea oh what's the difference
But it's been 18 hours and probably 5 words that I've said
And I can't be happy and you make me feel lovely
But I'm a different kind of hungry and I can't get happy
Without you in my life I get to still be who I used to be
Waking up before the alarm bells to check your side of bed
It's the same life in a different room and I can't be happy
And I don't know what face to make when people ask about your health
Don't know if I should comfort them balling out their eyes out again
Every call and every hug winds me back to morning of
Brings me to the morning by your death bed
I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
But it's been 18 hours and probably 5 words that I've said
And you make me feel lovely
But I'm a different kind of hungry
And I can't get happy
I swear I tried everything pretending to be okay
Searching a lookalike
But every turn I take to make my way back to the past
I've been stopped at every corner and brought back to reality
Eventually we'll fade away I'll bury us deep down in my heart
When our time is here
I'm scared I might fade away
If no one tells me I'm okay
Cause people seem to look right through me these days
It's not that I want your pity
I just want someone to hear me
And I can't get happy

Written by:
George Cauty, Winyelle Hyun

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