Pasdu - Declining

Here's a little quiz for you
What's dead, gone and blue
It's Pasdu

Unwritten rules never spoken to me
Unspoken truths that I could never have seen
And you all look at me like I'm the one to blame
Unidentified, ignored, and all around shamed

And I won't ever get to see my time
And I'm so fucking sick of writing rhymes
But it's the only way I've found to fit shade
The hate I feel makes my brain turn grey

It didn't always used to be this way
I can remember

I remember feeling so much hope
I remember when I wasn't alone
but that was years ago
A person I don't know
I'm not them anymore
The are lost to time
Only in my mind
Will we see them again

I can remember being hungry
But unable to eat
Food turns to ash in my mouth

I can remember being unhappy
It happens to me all of the time
Right now

And I can remember
Cutting so deep
I don't know why I
Why I felt that way

How could one be in so much pain
That cutting themselves gives clarity
How could I be ANYWHERE TODAY
When things so dark make me feel sane

What lie am I gonna use to live today
How about I can make it through?

I'll make it through, I'll make it through
To live today

Written by:
Pasdu Purple

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