April's Fool - Auto Pilot

I know somethings wrong today
Always feeling half awake
From dreaming while i break my hands
And work all fucking day
Running like a lunatic
From the thoughts i cannot quit
I'll play a song it won't feel right
But it's a nice distraction from the

People in this world that still hurt me
And the people talking shit all day
Besides i'm doing time just living
I'm trudging back and forth to the same spot yet again

Self proclaiming hypocrite
I can tell you're full of shit
I saw you in the shopping queue
Your payment just declined
Fall asleep with phone in hand
Scrolling past my older friends
I should have sent a message
But i just can't be fucked

With remembering who i was with them
And showing them who i am now
Sometimes you gotta quit to enjoy this
Relentless auto pilot living
I can't sit here and say its not boring
I can't sit here and just kill time
I got to do something that heals me
I'm restless and i want to die

Even though you're being nice i can't shake this
Hopeless feeling that you hate my guts
That dead look in your eyes is telling
But that's what 15 year old me thought
The lengths you have to go for pleasure
They take its weary toll on me
So i'll sit here and enjoy my weekend
Alone while watching Chills and Limmy

Written by:
Danny Ebdale

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