Nothing Is Poetic - Yet I Live

I should've died so long ago
I tested the waters and I lost my hope
I was obsessed 'fore I breathed in the smoke
Before I touched the drink
It kind of makes me think
That addiction's more than drugs
It comes from trauma, absent mama
It's a habit
I let it ravage
I normalized my tendencies
Not the best for me
The ones that left abandoned me
They don't cherish me
I should've died so long ago
I tested the waters and I lost my hope
I was obsessed 'fore I breathed in the smoke
Before I touched the drink
It kind of makes me think
That I'm here for a reason
Life so damn hard but I lived through every season
He don't know it but my best friend kept me breathing
Shouldn't have made it with all these suicidal ideations
But yet I live

Written by:
Lusca Robinson

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