goneafteraugust - self inflicted wounds

Everything dies in the end I hope I'll be okay
Searching for myself hands crossed I pray
I can spend my nights with you one day
My chance is probably gone that's just my fate
No direction I already lost my way
The mirror only ever shows the flaws in my face
It's a blessing I manage not to fall from grace
In case you miss the message I'm the only one I hate
Par for the course keep it pushing in a Porsche
Spending every night alone chugging jugs up in my fort
I'm just fucking hoes so I can hold somebody in the morn
Ever since I got that text that she don't love me anymore
Stranded on an island realized I needed something
Put my head down and grinded got everything that I wanted
Then I looked around and realized that I was lacking substance
By myself abusing drugs until my body barely functions
I can't trust a soul they only want me for my paystub
Smile on my face I'm getting really good at makeup
Eyes open in the morning pissed off I had to wake up
They all wanted august so I been neglecting Jacob
Everything dies in the end I hope I'll be okay
Searching for myself hands crossed I pray
I can spend my nights with you one day
My chance is probably gone that's just my fate
No direction I already lost my way
The mirror only ever shows the flaws in my face
It's a blessing I manage not to fall from grace
In case you miss the message I'm the only one I hate
Bang my line any time for you it's always open
If your love is sink or swim I wanna drown inside your ocean
Wash my face of all the sin but this ink is never going
Don't worry bout where I been cause honestly I never know and
I been lying to myself and everybody else like I'm doing fine
Cause I don't know how to cry out for help
Wasting all my time feeling the wrath of my declining health
Hoping soon my stars align cause I been way too overwhelmed
I just want a love that won't ever betray me
Run up if you want but know this Glock ain't got a safety
Cut the wheel and crash the whip off of the highway doing 80
I guess heaven wasn't ready cause god said she wouldn't take me
Everything dies in the end I hope I'll be okay
Searching for myself hands crossed I pray
I can spend my nights with you one day
My chance is probably gone that's just my fate
No direction I already lost my way
The mirror only ever shows the flaws in my face
It's a blessing I manage not to fall from grace
In case you miss the message I'm the only one I hate

Written by:
Jacob Thompson

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