Graveebb - Looking back

I'm always stuck
Staying in my head
Start overthinking
Ehen I'm in my bed
Did I do things right
What i could've done instead
How come this time
She left me on read

It's a three way battle
Between me myself and I
Pointing fingers
I take the blame
We could be a better guy
To stay more positive
I start to try
Our life could be over
In the blink of an eye
Time passes by
As I begin to age
But this emptiness
Never leaves my ribcage
I'm so anxious
Living in the past
Why do my relationships
Never seem to last
I can never stay in the present
Even tho Looking towards the future
For me is often unpleasant

I'm always stuck
Staying in my head
Start to wonder was
It worth the tears i shed
Did I do things right
What I could've done instead
Is the reason she's gone
Something that I said

A prisoner
In my own mental jail cell
Hoping that my next
Court hearing ends well
I still think about her
And how she's better off
Know that without her
All I am is lost
Know I've learned a lesson
But at what a grave cost
Looking back on my life
Decisions I have made
If I went to bed earlier
Would I have made better grades
To get her back in my life
To the lord I've prayed
Looking back on better days
I slowly come to realize
I continue growing
Even when I cut ties
Molding myself continuously
Into a better guy

I'm always stuck
Staying in my head
Start overthinking
When I'm in my bed
Did I do things right
What I could've done instead
How come this time
She left me on read

Written by:
Torre-anna Blakney

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