Von Pi'erre - FinalM0ments

All I see in my reflection is a monster
Straight monster straight monster
And I don't even wanna live
But I gots to
I'mma straight monster
I'mma straight monster

Pistol in my hand
With that shit aimed high
To my dome I feel alone
I just can't say bye to the people
I let down in my life so not a word
Will be heard from a nigga
Who's visions becoming so blurred
Immature I followed herds
Cause I felt unheard I convert
Converted into a nigga
Who only served
Other niggas who hurt
These families for a shirt
They jealousy takes control
Then somebodies put in the dirt
Saw some bodies
My mind is traumatized
Mentally normalized
The act of killing niggas
So my homies can think I'm fly
And now that
I'm sitting with a pistol
Up in my hand I have choice
Leave all the pain or be a man
I can't get it right all this pain
That I'm dealing with has me weep
At night I'm in a demon fight
I'm fighting for my life
I wonder shit if I die
Will I see the light
I guess we'll never know
Until I let it blast mom I love you
But life's been really kicking my ass
I'm stuck and can't get out
My head is full of doubt
It's like I'm drowning but can't die
I wanna shout

All I see in my reflection is a monster
Straight monster straight monster
And I don't even wanna live
But I gots to
Imma straight monster
Imma straight monster

Mom, Ryan, Rick, Joyce, my ex
All these people I disappointed
By choice imma demon
And the reason I'm leaving earth
Tonight is because for too I fought
My decisions I can't right

Written by:
Trevon Lott

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