T Reks - Growing Pains

I never lose track of time
I'm always starting at the clock
Wishing it would just go faster
While also wishing it would stop

I have a constant fucking head ache
In my head behind my eye
I swear if this stress builds up higher
I may not make it home tonight

So I'll grit my teeth again
Slam my fist on my steering wheeling
While also telling myself to calm down
Reminding my self what I'm grateful for

I don't really care what you have to say
I'm 23 still a god damn mess
I've been depressed for so damn long
I forgot how it feels to feel my best

Cause I'm
23
still living With my parents
And I'm
Feeling like a failure
Watching
All my friends
Move up an on with their own lives
While I'm still stuck
in this same town
You left me in

Woahhh ah oh oh
Woahhhh oh
Woahhh ah oh oh
Woahhh oh
Woahhh ah oh oh
Woahhh oh
Woahhh ah oh oh
Woahhh oh

I'm so sick of feeling rattled
Shell shocked and I might as well
Tell you that I can't go out tonight
Cause my mental health is hell

I just want a goddamn break
From everything that starts to swell
I'm feeling backed into a corner
I'm starting to think I need some help
Out of this

I need some help out of this

I need some help out of this

I need some help

Stuck in a mirroring
State of entrapment
Like a wild animal
That struggles with attachment

Behind a metal cage
Is a scared and helpless captive
A ghost with no direction
A transparent perspective
I feel lost

I feel lost

Cause I'm
23
still living With my parents
And I'm
Feeling like a failure
Watching
All my friends
Move up an on with their own lives
While I'm still stuck
in this same town
You left me in

Woahhh ah oh oh
Woahhhh oh
Woahhh ah oh oh
Woahhh oh
Woahhh ah oh oh
Woahhh oh
Woahhh ah oh oh
Woahhh oh

Cause I'm
23
Still living with my parents
And I'm feeling like
A failure

Written by:
Tyler Sinclair

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