Maria Shockey - RDY

This is so embarrassing
You probably caught me staring again
But I don't care
I still listen to the playlists that you're making
And I know admitting that must make me look crazy
But if you don't, I don't care
It's been four days
Since I saw you for the first time in four months
And it still sucks
When you're holding her hand and buying her roses
I lit off fireworks hoping you'd notice
But why bother lie?
You never needed time
When you drive for hours to see her on weekends
I stood by on the sidelines
Pretending to be friends
Oh, why'd I believe
That you just weren't ready
Done before we even start
Don't know why but it's the hardest part
And I can't even blame you 'cause I broke my own heart
Yeah
Gotta stop looking between lines and actually read it
You said her name the way I used to tell you secrets
I'm always the one before 'The One'
And I hate it
When you're holding her hand and buying her roses
I lit off fireworks hoping you'd notice
But why bother lie
You never needed time
When you drive for hours to see her on weekends
I stood by on the sidelines
Pretending to be friends
Oh, why'd I believe
That you just weren't ready
Yet
Just not ready yet
It was all in my head
Guess that's what I get
Just not ready still
Just not ready 'til
Seeing her made it real
That when he wants to he will
He will
You're holding her hand and buying her roses
I'd light this whole town on fire if you'd notice
But why bother try?
You'll never be mine
When you drive for hours to see her on weekends
I miss you so bad maybe someday we'll be friends
But I'll watch hell freeze
Before you're ready
Just not ready yet
Just not ready yet
And it was all in my head
Guess that's what I get
Just not ready still
Just not ready 'til
But I'll watch hell freeze
Before you're ready

Written by:
Maria Shockey

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