Veteran Child - Brainstatic (Tru-End)

I'll be dead when I pop off, call me Zoro like I got lost
Never gave a fuck, man I fucking suck, swear to God I feel like a knock off
Keep it real man what's the deal? So much numbness I can't even feel
Feel me plummetin', falling head over heels that's how it is my late fate is sealed
In a dead state of melancholy, if ya need me please don't fucking call me
So cynical and minimal, typical mythical skeleton that's fucking ballin'
I'm heaven sent, still hating shit, I hate yall without saying shit
I think ya'll need to wait a bit, I got to think a little I can't explain this shit
I call it brainstatic, I can't think, the fuck happened? I don't know
It's like TV static, go tink tink, get antenna snappin' and then it go
Going back and forth, left and right, I call it pinball with all the flashing lights
I hope it ends soon or later cuz my mind's fading and I don't wanna die tonight
So I gotta say fuck this shit, I fuckin' quit, Might as well live in the abyss
Like a troll on the bridge, pissing in cups, stepping in shit, got nowhere but up
If the shoe fits, I'm buying, I'm tired of trying, I'm tired of losing, I'm so sick of crying
My mind is abusive but I gotta get through it I'm tired of bluffing, deceiting, and lying (Fuck...)
That's how it be nowadays, body rotten just let it decay, It's already dead theres no need to pray (Yuh)
I'm taking it day by day, night by night, I just want peace there's no need to fight
Just want peace, love, and some sort of light, come on lemme spark this.
Everything is turning grey and heartless, everything used to be so righteous
Through the hardships and crisis now we fighting in the darkness
Man all of this is so useless, I'm losing myself, I'm so clueless, I'm just… I'm just... I'm Just... (Ahhh)
Losing my mind while losing myself my brain, my heart, and everything else
If I can't take of myself, then so be it. Selfish and obedient
If I'm mean, just know I don't mean it, these thoughts just make it hurt breathing
Feels like an excuse not worth being, my truth hitting nerves with cursed demons (Ahhh)
So painful yet perplexing, so vexing
I can't think I'm on the brink (Fuck)
I think my soul needs cleansing, twenty two and (Damn it)
At this point I'm just guessing, I think this sets a fit ending
Long Live

Written by:
Logan Amberson

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