Austin Martin - Dead 2 You

Haha, I just wanted to call and say goodnight
And hahaha I hope you know you are an amazing person
And you deserve the time that you need
And I'm here as your friend
You could never understand how much this hurt
Lack of communication had me imagining the worst, worst
Now I gotta talk to you with a pen through this verse
I'm dead to you, you buried me, put me in hearse
Happened over and over I'm feeling like I'm cursed
Used to keep the coca all up in ya purse
Tryna numb myself with liquor but it make it worse, worse
My therapist telling me you shouldn't do that
10 drinks later called you're line 100 times, I wish I didn't do that
But now here I am, I'm trying to plead my case to ya
Sat me in front of the judge, I took a case for ya
I can't lie, I can't deny, my heart was racing ya
Member last time that I saw you heart was breaking ya
Ah shit, here we go again
I get too attached and the cycle never ends
You were more than my baby girl, you're my best friend
Put that on everything
I'm wondering if you checkin up keepin tabs on me
Blocked all of my pages you just turned your back on me
And Jack like my little brother but I hate to ask the homie
Like man, what she been up to
You could never understand how much this hurt
Lack of communication had me imagining the worst, worst
Now I gotta talk to you with a pen through this verse
I'm dead to you, you buried me, put me in hearse
Happened over and over I'm feeling like I'm cursed
Used to keep the coca all up in ya purse
Tryna numb myself with liquor but it make it worse, worse
And baby I still got so many feelings for you
I know you gotta take time and do all the healin for you
Baby you could take that time
And now this shit is set in stone
You ain't ever speak ya mind you need Rosetta Stone
Sittin in my room, in my head, yea I'm all alone
Talkin to these walls in my house it don't feel like home
People tellin me to move forward and that I need to move on
That's just one of those things that's easier said than done
And now I'll do a couple years if I'm caught up with a gun
But I'll still shoot my shot fuck it
And I still hope you watch all those tapes we made
Wanna post it on the hub, but I might catch a case
Swear that's the only time I get to see your face
But you probably thinking I'm trippin though
You could never understand how much this hurt
Lack of communication had me imagining the worst, worst
Now I gotta talk to you with a pen through this verse
I'm dead to you, you buried me, put me in hearse
Happened over and over I'm feeling like I'm cursed
Used to keep the coca all up in ya purse
Tryna numb myself with liquor but it make it worse, worse

Written by:
Austin Garcia

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