ShepDaddy - Breathe

Took my place inside the fire
I don't wanna see your tears
I just keeping locking down and down
To the point I don't wanna breathe
Tired of being so tired
My excuse of a life is a mess
My mind has been going blank
What the hell is happiness?
Sitting alone in my mindset
Don't know If I'm alive yet
Close my eyes and breathe
And then we'll think about it
Its feeling like heart attack
Cause there's this aching pain
Click Click, flame against my skin
Just so I know It's worse than this
Losing friends, finding peace
Seems to be where my life has been
I wanna hide from the world that
Did me wrong, but there's things I've never seen
I wanna run from the black dog
That keeps following me around
Just when I start to build the confidence
He comes back down with a vengeance
You knows it bad when the bad days
Start to outweigh the good days
These feelings getting deeper everyday
Feeling closer to setting my soul ablaze
Took my place inside the fire
I don't wanna see your tears
I just keeping locking down and down
To the point I don't wanna breathe
Tired of being so tired
My excuse of a life is a mess
My mind has been going blank
What the hell is happiness?
Fantasying about a better day
When my biggest regret isn't waking up
When I finally wake up with a smile
And say good morning to the fam this time
Growing up gives you the instruments
To make you, or destroy you
It really becomes a feeling of deja vu
When what makes you, try's to kill you
You start to get to so paranoid
That you don't know who's your real friends
So you start questing every decision
Just to remind yourself you're a human
I make songs to escape it
Cause life is better in the beyond
If this what I'm supposed to do
Then I'll be forever involved
Took my place inside the fire
I don't wanna see your tears
I just keeping locking down and down
To the point I don't wanna breathe
Tired of being so tired
My excuse of a life is a mess
My mind has been going blank
What the hell is happiness?

Written by:
Aidan Shepherd

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid, Sentric Music

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