Xavy - Lost Soul

Tryna hold on to my soul
Niggas wanna see me fold
I been holding down my ground
Drip so much that I'm gon drown
Purple drank my heart so cold
Rest in peace to all my bros
I know mah niggas made it home
They gon' hate me till I'm gone
These niggas don't know how it go
This shit I been doin alone
Niggas dunno how it feel
Keepin' it real in the field
Chasin these raps like it's all that I know
This shit hit different I ain't done it before
Tryna take off some time and just heal
I just be speaking to God when I kneel
Writing these songs, I been writing my feels
Yeah my soul I just been purging
My life I been observing
And just learning
While these snakes be lurking
Late night drives I just be swerving
Tryna put that work in
Making songs and just rehearsing
Hope my time on earth be worth it
A lost soul for the one I been searching
We all make mistakes I know I ain't perfect
Tryna make a way for my heart to stop hurtin
This is my way working
Tryna hold on to my soul
Niggas wanna see me fold
I been holding down my ground
Drip so much that I'm gon drown
Purple drank my heart so cold
Rest in peace to all my bros
I know mah niggas made it home
They gon' hate me till I'm gone
Yeah and this for all you haters praying that I flop
All you bitch ass niggas that don't wanna see the next nigga make it to the top
But I ain't gon' stop. Not now, not ever
Now they see that I'm balling
Everywhere bitches be talking
They just wanna see me in a coffin Yeah
I be reminiscing often
Thinking about how we lost 'em
Keeping that tool on my side
The real gon' ride, the fake gon' divide
Ain't gon' let em take my soul
Ain't gon' stop me from my goals
I ride with them niggas that live by the code
They found my dead homie on the side of the road
Ever since then my heart turned cold
Heart so cold it be covered in snow
Rest in peace to alla my bros
Yeah y'all made it back home

Written by:
Xavier Van Kolver

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