Madilyn Jaz - See You Next Week

She asks, "How are you?"
I say, "Good", not true
I've found overtime it gets harder to lie so I'll keep coming back to you
Broken by design
Not my job to find
Try and be better, act so put together
Used to freeze, now I'm willing to fight

Let me talk through my mania, analyze each grain of sand, ending unplanned
If I tell a joke will you laugh or sit forward and ask why that came to my head?
Shoulda left it unsaid
Listening to me while I'm listlessly waiting for answers that I wanna hear
I'll see you next week, I promise I don't wanna disappear

Please don't ask me why
We don't have that kind of time
To figure it out, wouldn't be here without that story from when I was nine
Awake at night
Lost my appetite
My demons build towers, I sit up for hours finding these words to write

Let me talk through my mania, analyze each grain of sand, ending unplanned
If I tell a joke will you laugh or sit forward and ask why that came to my head?
Shoulda left it unsaid
Listening to me while I'm listlessly waiting for answers that I wanna hear
I'll see you next week, I promise I don't wanna disappear

I need those reminders so when I'm beside her I don't fuck up
I need those reminders, those daily reminders of self love
Forget about love, I just wanna like myself
Maybe a hug won't make her feel by herself
We say the same things, I forget when I leave
Can't ever just breathe

She asks, "How are you?"
I say, "Good", not true
I've found overtime it gets harder to lie so I'll keep coming back to you

Written by:
MADILYN MORROW

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