tRiCkY j - I'm sorry to leave

I'm sorry for leaving, but if this is how it's gonna be
I can't be breathing
It's really just too hard for me, just continue listening
It's tricky j
Yo
I got this pen in my hand
And I'm writing some last letters
Nobody truly understands
Until they've had depression
I may only be half a man
But to me, you really fucking mattered
You don't even give a damn
Fuck it, I'm already fucking shattered
I walk this dark road, alone
And I'll follow it to the end
I don't care where I go
I'm no longer afraid of death
Maybe I'm just in another low
But I'm not gonna sit here and pretend
Tonight, I'll hang a rope
And let myself fall to death
You probably don't get it
And I can't really explain
You were the one to end us
And believed I couldn't even change
So, let's just forget this
And just try to forget my name
Maybe this will be better
You won't have to see me again
You know, before we met
I was nobody, just nothing
2 Strangers became friends
I became somebody, something
But for now, just try to forget
Otherwise, it'll mess with ya head
I want you to have no regrets
Just move on, and live at your best
I'm sorry for leaving, but if this is how it's gonna be
I can't be breathing, it's really just too hard for me
I never stopped believing you were the one for me
But you didn't believe in me, so, I'm sorry to leave
I got the rope, hanging
But I'm still standing on the chair
Picture of you in my hand
I'm wondering what will come next
Clutching onto memories
It's weird, I still don't feel scared
But if you were here
I wouldn't be trying to do this dare
And this ain't on you
I don't want you to think like that
I made this choice alone
Decided before I wrote this rap
This ain't your fault, its mine
I'm the one who ruined what we had
It's all my fault
I didn't change, when I should have
I'll never forget your smile
Or your beautiful kind heart
I'm sorry for being hostile
And I'm sorry for falling apart
I won't see you in a while
It's time for me to depart
Just continue for a mile
Or take a different path
And I'm sorry to have to leave
But I really have to go
Eventually, everybody leaves
That's what I didn't know
Guess you weren't the one for me
I start to reach for the rope
I wish I could've made you believe
But now, I don't even believe in hope
I'm sorry for leaving, but if this is how it's gonna be
I can't be breathing, it's really just too hard for me
I never stopped believing you were the one for me
But you didn't believe in me, so, I'm sorry to leave

Written by:
Jake Vette

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