NewEraMar - Where I've Been
I been tryna find peace in the war, but keep finding war in the peace
Lost a little passion for the music, then I found love in a beat
I got some something crazy for the streets, the ones anticipating my release
I live in your mind rent free, now I'm bout to re-up on the lease
Confidence is high to say the least, total silence always says the most
You can feel my presence in the room, even when you feel I'm going ghost
But if I'm so quick to fall back, were we even really that close
Answers like that are never easy
Why you ask when I'm not sober, next text reads come see me
And you know I'm gonna slide over, soul tie grow a little stronger
Legs open tryna find closure, at this point how are we supposed to
I'ma fall back for both of our sake
Promises and hearts are not to break, please don't look at this as a mistake
I just need to figure things out, and where we're heading ain't the same route
This the part where I fade out
Living my life in reverse
Instead of me falling in love I keep falling out it, maybe I'm cursed
I think I was born with the gift of taking a problem and making it worse
Relationship failed, but we hid it well cause it came with its perks
I lied when I said I agreed to be friends, too embarrassed to tell you it hurts
Now I'm just playing the bachelor, and I don't even know how this works
I'm tryna find healing in liquor and women, I'm not really sure if it works
I like some attention, but too much affection, I feel like I start to get irked
Settling isn't an option, why would I settle for number two
Why would I sleep with a woman I don't even know when I know I'm in love with you
Why would you sleep with him out of revenge and then ruin our vibe for a nut or two
I told you as soon as I did it, but you held that info inside for a month or two
Okay okay, I'm ready to switch up the topic
I finished the album and that took some weight off my shoulders, I feel more accomplished
I been in the gym three or four times a week, and I'm starting to notice the progress
I been having talks with the Lord a lil more and slowly regaining my conscience
Written by:
Marchand Pendelton
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