Andygrave - Drugs and Love (all gone)

I 4give me
Early 18 felt like Niggas couldn't fuck with me
That was after my fiancé wouldn't fuck with me
She ducked off with a nigga from broward and started ducking me
How to sing my life lovely when shit ugly
What I'm pose to put on a straight face
Fought for love gave her a ring and my pockets can't make weight
Laid it all on the table she told my mom I ain't stable
She told my mom she ain't staying
She told my mom she ain't playing
Fuck it still tryna make it use to call me papi
Who would've thought that one day you moved on And start a family
When shit got bad I pushed away the stuff I wanted badly
I seen your gram you made someone happy congrats
I use to get litty for it
I felt like I needed you girl I went and got a hemi for it
I been playing grown man games since a little boy
That shit use to drive me crazy now it's just gone fuel me forward
You felt like I cheated you forgive me for it
How I'm pose to make happy music when I ain't happy
How to tell you I ain't myself when you looking at me
How am I to love when the one I love looking past me the music is looking stagnant
Mind starting to trap me
Rheem helped me figure it out
Me and kuice not really vibing music still in the drought
Stil tryna rap but I can't sleep I'm still sleep on the couch
I had to focus on my mental I wasn't thinking bout clout

Yeah after the party where the after party
Too drunk to get home it's like I have to party
Never killed nobody and I'm feenin tryna catch a body
Me and shawty off the cardi uh huh
And when it came to music I made it happen
When they call me Mr. lovely Nigga I made it happen
I never asked for a backend
I got a knife in my back and I gotta fight for the backend
I'm only asking for what you owe if I'm asking
That's why Niggas went missing Niggas dissing
Covid restrictions got me keeping my distance
You could've called my phone if you thought I was dissing nigga
But you got in the gram and started dissing Nigga
I still called your phone I must be realer than you
I did stuff for you that I never took to the booth
Been telling it but they never took to the truth never took to the truth
I get off that you know I ain't cappin that's in God Nigga all facts

Look it's 2020 I moved back on the 4
If I can't put my niggas in the map then where would they go
Tryna retrace all my steps and figure where I went wrong still feel alone
Still somehow I'm placed with the burden of getting shot
Still tryna get adapted to going back on that block
Still traumatized that's why I'm riding round with a Glock
Andy coming weather you ready or not
Let's go

Uh after the shots then Daryl said write for cardi b
I got talent like lil Wayne why won't they pardon me
Music been in me for so long it's a art in me
Fuck it that hole in my body became a part of me
That's why Niggas went missing Niggas tripping
Let you get shot and see if you don't get distant
Way higher level to go he realize who with him
Niggas who had looked up to God they realize who sent him
I been had a story I told them but they don't get him
Yeah I know I'm the one
I'm the one to kill the whole game then show off the gun
Fuck them niggas who been throwing shade I know where it's from
I don't take it personal nowadays I know why it come
I did so much shit that I'm praying father forgive me from
I just want respect from these bitches they ain't wanna give me none
Before I got shot man I pray for a sign like send me one

Written by:
Simeon Brown

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