Stevie Delacruz - Invisible

Growing up was hard cuz I didn't know how to blend in
Just a boy playing guitar and deep in his imagination
While momma working hard with five children to keep maintaining
And a father kinda far but back then I was still pretending he was there
I didn't know how to act around my own fucking peers
Just all of these kids they loading clips and popping pills
None of that shit resonated to how I felt
So slowly I felt more and more invisible
I wish back then I wasn't so afraid
So then I could've lived my life better and enjoyed my youthful days
In highschool cuz highschool was just nothing but a game
But even then I barely had friends and popularity to my name
I barely saved myself when I got out but still felt so ashamed
That I wasn't accepted so made my own fucking shape
The reason I'm a lone wolf is cuz the past has cultivated me
In ways I can't explain just know I'm not the same
I've been learning all the ropes to climb higher than the rest
Been training like a spartan thats preparing for his test
Been laying hidden messages deep within my craft
So that you know I'm not invisible and recognize my presence
Darker than a cave
Caving caving in
Confidence down the drain
Wanted to be something
Cuz I felt like nothing
Growing up was hard cuz I didn't know how to blend in
Just a boy playing guitar and deep in his imagination
While momma working hard with five children to keep maintaining
And a father kinda far but back then I was still pretending he was there
I didn't know how to act around my own fucking peers
Just all of these kids they loading clips and popping pills
None of that shit resonated to how I felt
So slowly I felt more and more invisible
I never liked to smoke but I tried it my body tried to fight it
Till I would choke and the coke fiends be staring at me cuz
I was some lonely boy singing through the streets
Like a fucking black sheep that I was born to be
Don't hate on me for following my own dream
Blu side studios is where I built my own team
I be working till the day I break my people free
Cuz I know what it's like to be lonely
I've been learning all the ropes to climb higher than the rest
Been training like a spartan that's preparing for his test
Been laying hidden messages deep within my craft
So that you know I'm not invisible and recognize my presence
Darker than a cave
Caving caving in
Confidence down the drain
Wanted to be something
Cuz I felt like nothing
Growing up was hard cuz I didn't know how to blend in
Just a boy playing guitar and deep in his imagination
While momma working hard with five children to keep maintaining
And a father kinda far but back then I was still pretending he was there
I didn't know how to act around my own fucking peers
Just all of these kids they loading clips and popping pills
None of that shit resonated to how I felt
So slowly I felt more and more invisible

Written by:
Stevie Delacruz

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