HollowWay - Tightly Wound

It doesn't really feel like I have anything to write about
I'm quiet on the outside but my insides are all out
I feel reckless and loud and I feel like a clown
I'm paranoid and wondering if anyone is around
If anyone can see me as I wander the crowd
Dimly lit streets have all my fears aroused
It's a deafening sound I'm to tightly wound
I don't owe myself a damn thing other than to be found
Just hoping one day to say something profound
Before I die and end up in the ground
Maybe change the world or just help you rebound
But how can I help you if I can't help myself
From depression town
That abounds and surrounds
Spin round and round my brain is compound
Compounding everything until I'm run down
It's a complicated life an unfinished story
One with much sadness and few moments of glory
Like game stop stock it's not worth the inventory
I'm just running from my fury
It's got that comeback of the year ring
It's got me scared for my life I'm fearing
What if my message came across clearly
Would y'all even hear me sincerely
It doesn't really feel like I have anything to talk about
I'm quiet on the outside but my insides are all out
I feel reckless and loud and I feel like a clown
I'm paranoid wondering if anyone is around
If anyone can see me as I wander the crowd
Dimly lit streets have my fears aroused
It's a deafening sound I'm to tightly wound
There's an unsettling feeling when your trusting
Trusting in everyone but myself disgusting
Wasn't my mindset I needed adjusting
Wanting to feel okay found myself lusting
Leading to the end of the road I began cutting
And wanting something other than what I knew
I wanted something new a view that I was into
A new pursuit
A new pursuit
Away from you
Starting new
It's what I had I do
To get my mind back
Confidence is what I lack
No more grayscale it's either white or black
I'm permitted to build
I don't have to yield
I don't really care if you believe if I am real
Get out of my way and leave that's the deal
I said move I don't care how you feel
It doesn't really feel like I have anything to talk about
I'm quiet on the outside but my insides are all out
I feel reckless and loud and I feel like a clown
I'm paranoid and wondering if anyone is around
If anyone can see me as I wander the crowd
Dimly lit streets have my fears aroused
It's a deafening sound I'm to tightly wound

Written by:
Joshua Frihse

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