Jc-G - MY CONFESSION

Father crying on his knees begging me to stay
Hand in hand cheek to cheek tears down his face
When I look up at the sky all i see is grey
I know I won't survive if I make all of his mistakes
But that's the sword i live by so it will defeat me
Don't see no light when I look through the tunnel I see empty
Ive been caught up in the nonsense that's whats gonna get me
Been in my fair share of problems trust me those were plenty
And to my mom whose losing sunshine as the days pass
Used to feel so sound but when we move she's stumbling in the back
Bad health fucking round with everything we had
Sad tale it's brought us down a path we can't come back
Can't come back from the despair and all the rough emotions
Detrimental to our health which makes us lose focus
Just a kid who's got no plan or choice on where I'm going
But I feel closed off from the rest I can't keep my heart open
Dont
Worry if we fall
In love
We will never touch the ground
Don't
Worry if we fall
In love
We will never touch the ground
Time to talk about my sisters now that's my dilemma
They've been in my life for forever since I could remember
I know I'm not the greatest brother wish i could be better
I'll be here for you girls from January to December
Unfortunately they can't love themselves that great
It's hard when they don't feel like anyone will fill their plate
I try my hardest to bring light I try through all debates
But they're just sick of feeling like they'll never find their way
But then my grandmother yells and steps up to the stage
Disrespects my father while she spits all in my mothers face
Big part of why my family doesn't feel okay
But maybe we're the reasons why we can't become complete
Onto me i feel the guilt is coursing through my veins
Disrespect my family until they don't look at me the same
Try to hide behind an front I act like I'm okay
But I don't recognize the man I have become today
Dont
Worry if we fall
In love
We will never touch the ground
Don't
Worry if we fall
In love
We will never touch the ground

Written by:
Jacob Gonzalez

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